Tonight as I lay bed
thoughts of you pop into my head
And I wish I had one wish
that it would not be you I miss.
But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that it could’ve been better
wishing I could’ve shown you how I feel
show you that what we had was real
for that one moment I would cherish forever
I wish that now we were together
I wish that it was you beside me
but still its you that sets me free
without you I feel sort out of place
everywhere I look I see your face
I miss you so much, I want you here
please understand I need you dear
don’t leave me here all alone
please pick me up and take me home
For I love you
But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that I could’ve made it better
Wishing that I could’ve shown you how I feel
show you that we had was real
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Tonight as I lay bed
thoughts of you pop into my head
And I wish I had one wish
that it would not be you I miss.
But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that it could’ve been better
wishing I could’ve shown you how I feel
show you that what we had was real
for that one moment I would cherish forever
I wish that now we were together
I wish that it was you beside me
but still its you that sets me free
without you I feel soout of place
everywhere I look I see your face
I miss you so much, I want you here
please understand I need you dear
don’t leave me here all alone
please pick me up and take me home
For I love you
But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that I could’ve made it better
Wishing that I could’ve shown you how I feel
show you that we had was real
You are so far away,
And it strains on me to hear your voice everyday.
You never know what you have until you’re gone,
So when it’s over and I’m on way my back home,
It feels like days before I’m next to you again.
This is how we love.
You’re so far away,
And this is where I will always be,
on the roads that don’t end,
and the views that never cease,
with a feeling bittersweet.
Counting down the days, we’re counting down the days.
Beat up and broken down,
From the wear of it all,
But I can barely notice because this means too much to me.
You’re so far,
so far away.
This means too much to me.
You’re so far,
You’re so far,
You’re so far,
You’re so far away.
And this is where I will always be,
On the roads that doesn’t end,
And the views that never cease,
With a feeling bittersweet.
I’m counting down the days,
we’re counting down the days.
This is how we love.
I believe I can take this strain.
You never know what you have until you’re gone,
You’re far away,
But this is where I will always be.
This is where I will always be.
So when it’s over,
And I’m on my way back home,
I realize I’ll be gone in another day,
But twenty four hours can last me for months.
Maybe I can’t take this strain.
I have thought about it every night,
(And this is where I will always be)
In different places where I rest my mind,
(On the road that doesn’t end)
And when I’m waking it all remains.
You never know what you have until you’re gone,
But you’re are the reason for me,
That I can do this consistently.
So far away.
This is how we love.
You’re so far away.
This is how we love.
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Distance is not for the fearful, it’s for the bold. It’s for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It’s for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints,—I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!—and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
I am so confused right now and i dont no what to do
I am so confused right now and its all because of you
I am so confused right now and i am hurting inside
I am so confused right now and its something i cannot hide
I am so comfused right now and i want to burst out and cry
I am so confused right now but it is so hard to try
I am so confused right now but all of this was a lie
I am so confused right now but i still want you by my side
I am so confused right now but im also full of hate
I am so cofused right now i feel i cannot wait
I am so confused right now i feel i dnt belong
I am so confused right now i feel i made it all go wrong
I am so confused right now i want you to tel me why
I am so confused right now i want you to look me in the eye
I am so confused right now i want you to tell me straight
I am so confused right now i want you to tell me it was fake
I am so confused right now i dont want you to lie
I am so confused right now i dont want this love to die
I am so confused right now i dont want to put up with anymore
I am so confused right now i dont want you to leave out the door
I am so confused right now i want you to tell me what to do
I am so confused right now i want you to say you love me too
I am so confused right now i want you to tell me why
I am so confused right now i want you to see me cry
I am so confused right now i dont want you to say goodbye.
Others, I am not the first,
Have willed more mischief than they durst:
If in the breathless night I too
Shiver now, 'tis nothing new.
More than I, if truth were told,
Have stood and sweated hot and cold,
And through their reins in ice and fire
Fear contended with desire.
Agued once like me were they,
But I like them shall win my way
Lastly to the bed of mould
Where there's neither heat nor cold.
But from my grave across my brow
Plays no wind of healing now,
And fire and ice within me fight
Beneath the suffocating night.
